More ACK-Ness!

So after my 50th I had indigestion.
this indigestion has been continuing since then and go so bad that I went to
the emergency room cause I was worried I might be having heart trouble.
This came a week after I almost passed out at work due to lack of food.

Cronologically....02/04 = 50th Birthday
                           02/09 = light-headed/almost passed out at work
                           02/16 = went to ER for heart palpitations and acid reflux
                           02/21 = back to the ER for Acid reflux again
(thank God for medical insurance!)

02/09......I didn't eat at all that day and had half a cup of coffee. Later, I started
having ass pain due to me having hemorrhoids and it was just the right add
of lack of food and pain to make me all lightheaded.
I was still working though! hehe
I went home early and took the next day off too. Killed my pay. PHUKMI.

02/16.....I ate late at night and woke up with a rapid heart beat and pain all
in my chest and nausea. Went to the ER via ambulance. Turned out it was
BAD acid reflux and too much Tums anti-acids (the bottle says no more
than 10 in a 24-hour period. I took over 12 for my indigestion all day long).
They gave me a STRONG anti-acid and relaxer. Took a cab home. Sleep.
Since then I saw my doctor and he prescribed me something for it and told
me what not to eat, the 3 F's = no Fats, Fried, or Fatty Fluids like oils, etc.
SO far ok.

02/21....again, same as 02/16 but I though I had taken too much of the acid
reflux medication. This time I drove myself and it was the same situation.
I have an appointment to see a cardiologist next week for a heart stress test
so that should be....I was gonna say fun but...nope.

So really it's just a matter of figuring out What I can eat and making sure
I eat Often enough. I have to eat something substantial Plus something
with sugar every three to four hours so Lent is pretty much blown for me
this year. PHUKMI.
Also, I have to make sure not to eat too late or I don't get enough sleep.
Hopefully today I will go over my taxes with my brother. I hope to see
'Deadpool' soon but it all depends on money and time.
I am still here and still hopeful that life will get Better. It just takes time.
and hopefully I have that. =)
I'll do another update next week after the cardiology appointment.

That's all for now, Space-Pals!
Remember: Life is Insane. You're Not.

ACK! (post - 50th birthday ugh-ness)

Hello all!

what...the FUCK!?
So last night I ate something that gave me a stomach ache for 3 - 4 hours.
I finally feel asleep due to being too tired to give a shit. I am really tired of my
stupidity when it comes to food and I am REALLY Honestly Happy that Lent
starts this week. Not so much as I can deny myself food but so I can take stock
of the things I want to change in my life and , with God's help, make that change.
To that end I have begun exercising.
Hopefully, This time, I follow through with it and keep it going well into my older
years. Being 50 and Severely overweight is Not a good way to live. Period.
So...we will see what happens. Maybe I'll post pictures.
SPOILERS! - They Wont be pretty!

Anyway, just a short update today.
Got to get the day going and do chores and taxes and exercise and whatever else I
left to do today. No work doesn't mean no work to do.

That's all for Now, Space-Pals!
Remember: Insanity is a state of mind. And I'm the Governor.
You're Not.

Again!? GEEEZ!

Howdy friends and neighbors in the Interwebs out there!

So I have posted about my new job (same as the old job) at Berkshire Coop...
...I have found that many people I work with have the same personalities or types to the ones
at Joe's. There is the struggling musician (many of those), the Quiet ones, the Nice ones, the
conspiracy 'nut', the friendly boss that we don't know what he does all day, the grumpy person
who Barely smiles or enjoys his job, and the Nutcase.
Recently, with the help of friends at work, I have realized that the female Nutcase is trying to
get me interested in her. She IS attractive - yeah I'd do her =) - but I realized that she has problems
and she would be using me for...whatever it is she wanted to use me for...i'm sure it's Not for sex...

Actually I realized this before, myself, but I just wanted some confirmation as to what was going on
cause I haven't been there long - since mid-September of last year - so I didn't know the in's and out's.

Now she is nice and seems nice when she isn't a bitch to her coworkers or moody cause things
didn't go 'her way' or she has to work harder, but...yeah...there is All that Other stuff that makes
me say "yeah No I've been through this and it's poison soooo so are you so No"

I just really wish I could find a woman who Isn't crazy or trying to use me for her selfish means or
is working on her issues to be better for herselfandrealizeswhoIamandthatI'maManandactually
WantsMeforME! AAAHHHHH!

so....there.....yeah.....

also, the job is an hour away and the pay isn't something I can Live off of and I have All these debts
and I feel like I'm choking....AAAAAHHHHHH!
FUCKIT!

anyway
That's all for Now, Space-Pals!
Remember: I'm Insane. You're Not.

Well That didn't work out....

So Obviously I didn't get back to this on Sunday...

So here we are again, another year and another attempt to restart my blog...

so...as I was saying I have a job...

to give some background, I took 2014 off from working to take care of my parents ( my mother is in her 

early 80's and my step-father, who had a stroke a number of years ago, is in his middle 70's ) and to write 

one or more novels. Since that time, I ran out of money, I didn't finish a novel and my folks got better so I 

had to get a job to pay my bills and debts.

So...I have a job...

...it is much like work at Trader Joe's, retail work, but the pay and benefits are significantly less than Joe's.

which makes sense cause I was at Joe's for almost 20 years and and I've been at this current job since 

September 18th of 2015. It is at the Berkshire Co-op Market in Great Barrington, MA and it takes about

and hour to get to work, so two hours total travel time a day. This comes out to $40 in gas a week so $160 

a month which blows cause I don't make more than $13 an hour and work less than 30 hours a week.

so yes Mucho Suckage right now.

It's a Good job working with Cool people ( a few of the women are HAWT! hehe ) but the gas money per 

month is Killing me. So I am looking for something closer to home...

I've been writing consistently (30 minutes a day) since the beginning of the year and it's made me Very Happy! I feel like something is actually coming together and it feels nature and organic.

Maybe when I get home today I will say more here...

What day is it? What Year?

Holy Crap!
Yes two years since my last post hopefully More and more Frequent posts this year.
Really quick because I must go to work
Yes on a Sunday
Blows
So...have a job one hour from my home, I like it but it's far away and costly to travel to and from
So looking for another similar closer job
Too bad cause they are cool people but finances and all
Health is eh
So I'll come back to this maybe later today.

YAY! Trip to NYC for Special Edition: NYC comic & art con!

Hello All!

so tomorrow is the Special Edition: NYC comic book & art convention. It is a two day con where comic book writers, artists and creators are celebrated and so are most things 

comic bookish.

LINK        http://www.specialeditionnyc.com/

So I hope to upload photos and info from the con so peoples can know what all when on 

and what awesomeness was had. 

So stay tuned Space-Pals! More To Come!

Remember: Life is Insane and we are all insane for Cosplay!

especially ones that show off copious amounts of Skin! You Know it's True! lol

Why YOU tellin me what to do....when YOU don't have You own Shit together!?

HEY! I'm Back! AGAIN!


I recently posted THIS on Facebook...


OK Crackbook....here's the deal...
...I was going to cancel my account due to TOO many opinions flying all over you
but that is Exactly what you are about Crackbook! Everyone sharing their opinions whether they are solicited or not about anything from the state of the world to the green lump of filth someone found in their ass in the morning.
It's funny because only on Crackbook can you see someone take part in a debate or quiz or test and post their results....and then slam people for doing it the next day.
YUP! Rigid Opinions, Hypocrisy, and the right to Freedom of Speech, Freedom of Expression, Freedom of speaking our minds! RIGHT Here, online, in America!
and just remember...those whose feel opinions and test/quiz post should be squashed are attempting to squash Everyone's rights as handed down by the Constitution.
Freedom to speak your mind and say 'FUCK YOU!' to everyone!
FUCK YOU EVERYONE!
people make me sick....




I got pissed due to the actions of friends posting stuff all over Facebook, making one post
and then Totally contradicting themselves on the next one! I know that they have a variety of
ideas and opinions and they are entitled to them but to contradict them no more than a day later?
And then go back to doing the same shit before!?
If I wuz dating them I be tearing my hair out right now....which would be painful cause the only
hair I have left is 'round my 'sexy man bits'....OUCH!


Living in America, we are all entitled to our opinions no matter how right or left wing
(whatever the hell that means) they are. However, if people do not have the consistency to say
one thing and stick to it, without contradicting themselves or showing themselves as hypocrites,
then I can't listen to what they have to say anymore.
and that's sad cause my friends are among the smartest, creative, funny and enlightened people
I know. Makes sense cause I'm that way too! hehe


meh. whatever. Freedom of Speech and all that....


That's all for Now, Space-Pals!
Remember: Life (and possibly Your friends) is Insane. You're Not.