Sunday, May 27, 2012

log 3

just finished 10 hours of work at Trader Joe's. Not really busy today but with 4 1/2 hours of sleep it was tough enough. prayers, shower and nap....then real update.

Friday, May 25, 2012

log 2

weight: 320 lbs.
exercise: none
written: none

I have found...that...what i thought was normal behavior was actually selfish and self-centered. Action to help others was tinted by underlying selfish interests..."if i do this she will want to date me", "if i do this they will owe me...Big Time!" and crap like that. I haven't been a real good person or even a Real person. It's funny....I always told people not to be selfish and i ended up doing it myself...heh...
Time to Change THAT SHIT! this is my first blog or really writing about myself.
I generally don't like to talk about myself cause i feel everyone would say 'so what' but , after thinking & feeling about it, i realized that this would probably help me with some things that have cropped up since the year began.
and create a log for my weight loss.....adventure?
AND! ( hehe! ) a writing help me write more...cause i'm a writer.
I'm not published yet but I will be!