Again!? GEEEZ!

Howdy friends and neighbors in the Interwebs out there!

So I have posted about my new job (same as the old job) at Berkshire Coop...
...I have found that many people I work with have the same personalities or types to the ones
at Joe's. There is the struggling musician (many of those), the Quiet ones, the Nice ones, the
conspiracy 'nut', the friendly boss that we don't know what he does all day, the grumpy person
who Barely smiles or enjoys his job, and the Nutcase.
Recently, with the help of friends at work, I have realized that the female Nutcase is trying to
get me interested in her. She IS attractive - yeah I'd do her =) - but I realized that she has problems
and she would be using me for...whatever it is she wanted to use me for...i'm sure it's Not for sex...

Actually I realized this before, myself, but I just wanted some confirmation as to what was going on
cause I haven't been there long - since mid-September of last year - so I didn't know the in's and out's.

Now she is nice and seems nice when she isn't a bitch to her coworkers or moody cause things
didn't go 'her way' or she has to work harder, but...yeah...there is All that Other stuff that makes
me say "yeah No I've been through this and it's poison soooo so are you so No"

I just really wish I could find a woman who Isn't crazy or trying to use me for her selfish means or
is working on her issues to be better for herselfandrealizeswhoIamandthatI'maManandactually
WantsMeforME! AAAHHHHH!

so....there.....yeah.....

also, the job is an hour away and the pay isn't something I can Live off of and I have All these debts
and I feel like I'm choking....AAAAAHHHHHH!
FUCKIT!

anyway
That's all for Now, Space-Pals!
Remember: I'm Insane. You're Not.

Well That didn't work out....

So Obviously I didn't get back to this on Sunday...

So here we are again, another year and another attempt to restart my blog...

so...as I was saying I have a job...

to give some background, I took 2014 off from working to take care of my parents ( my mother is in her 

early 80's and my step-father, who had a stroke a number of years ago, is in his middle 70's ) and to write 

one or more novels. Since that time, I ran out of money, I didn't finish a novel and my folks got better so I 

had to get a job to pay my bills and debts.

So...I have a job...

...it is much like work at Trader Joe's, retail work, but the pay and benefits are significantly less than Joe's.

which makes sense cause I was at Joe's for almost 20 years and and I've been at this current job since 

September 18th of 2015. It is at the Berkshire Co-op Market in Great Barrington, MA and it takes about

and hour to get to work, so two hours total travel time a day. This comes out to $40 in gas a week so $160 

a month which blows cause I don't make more than $13 an hour and work less than 30 hours a week.

so yes Mucho Suckage right now.

It's a Good job working with Cool people ( a few of the women are HAWT! hehe ) but the gas money per 

month is Killing me. So I am looking for something closer to home...

I've been writing consistently (30 minutes a day) since the beginning of the year and it's made me Very Happy! I feel like something is actually coming together and it feels nature and organic.

Maybe when I get home today I will say more here...

What day is it? What Year?

Holy Crap!
Yes two years since my last post hopefully More and more Frequent posts this year.
Really quick because I must go to work
Yes on a Sunday
Blows
So...have a job one hour from my home, I like it but it's far away and costly to travel to and from
So looking for another similar closer job
Too bad cause they are cool people but finances and all
Health is eh
So I'll come back to this maybe later today.